I’m Not Dead, Just Floating

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First and foremost. If you were not aware, they released Newsies: The Broadway Musical on Digital Video and there’s a fairly decent chance that I have watched it at least ten times since Tuesday.

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I got to see it twice in theatres during the limited run and I’m really hoping I can see it live on stage soon. I need a professional production though.

Sorry local high school.

Beyond that, I’ve been trying to write an update for the past week but I just haven’t been able to find the energy. I realize how weird that sounds considering all I have to do is sit on the couch with the laptop and type, no unlike what I’m doing now.

But I couldn’t.

I mentioned in my last real post that I was going through a depression and that decided to keep going for the last few days. Every time I thought I was out, it pulled me right back in. I did mention trying to get back on track with working out. I got a couple days in so I’m happy about that.

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I think I’m finally bouncing back to a good place and hopefully I stay there for a while. This last run was the worst and proves why depression can be a real bitch.

During that bad day at work I ended up pissing off one of my co-workers and it took the better part of the last two weeks to mend that relationship. It’s so hard to explain to others what the hell is going on inside my head because half the time I don’t even understand it.

Things seem to be pretty good right now. Despite being busy with graduation seasons, I’ve actually been feeling pretty good at work.

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I’m realizing that I never wrote about my birthday which has come and gone. I’ll be honest, not a whole lot happened.

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I took a couple days off and went to the parks. A lot of time was spent at Magic Kingdom and I regret nothing.

One of my co-workers just bought her first annual pass and I took her around the Kingdom on Tuesday. It was actually a lot of fun. I typically don’t do rides unless I have someone with me so it was fun to run crazy and see the parks from the point of view of a newcomer.

I’m looking forward to our next park day!

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That’s really about it right now. I’ve have some other stuff to update about but those will be their own posts.

And if I’m being completely honest, I have managed to use up whatever energy I had for the morning. It makes me sad to write that because all I’ve done was a trip to Starbucks and this post. I have plans for later tonight so I’m going to build up the energy for that.

This is why depression and anxiety suck.

I am failing at the art of being a human being.

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